Soooo nice to be home finally. It has fo shooo been a way too long day at work, but now I have 4 wonderful days off.. yey!
Tomorrow I’m meeting up with my Kaka and hopefully my lovely man in the evening. Shall seee what tomorrow will bring.

I don’t even know where to begin. Me and Kaka spent some quality time together last night at whisky mist. It was fun! Me and her… pretending that we’re russian. Great time!
Anyway, the night didn’t that well. I missed a step on my way home and fell really bad. NO, not because I was drunk but I was running in heels. Ok?
So today I can’t move. My hands, knees, elbows… achingggggggg… oh, and I’m at work.
Update you later on the latest stories.
Xoxoxoxo
Bad habits rarely disappear..
I guess Chris Martin is right when he says that people never change. I mean you can change for a short while. You can make yourself believe that you really CAN change and that you don’t want anything else than change.
And a few days/weeks/months/years pass by and you’re back to the real you.
Yeah, you can’t runaway from yourself… just hide the ugly side for a while until the time comes for it to come back.
Bless.
Guess who was standing outside my house without keys. Me. Not very practical.
Anyway, had to go to Charing cross hospital to get the keys. Luckily it’s not too far from where I live.
Have to get ready and meet up Kaka, and tonight Fredrik. Tomorrow the crazy working era begins again and will last for 4 days. Nooooooooooooooooooooooo….. ahhhrrr, I love being off and not doing anything at all.
Adios
This day has not started very well. I went out last night so was looking forward to sleep for a long time this morning since I’m off. But guess who calles at 10am?! Carla, the person I’d least want to hear from.
And if you thought that’s awful, well, she didn’t bring me very good news either. Apparently I have to come in at 1pm to work for som telephone training. Ahhhhhrrrrr!!!!!!!!
Anyway, last night was ok. Started at Trader vics with Maria with some Bahias.. I love those coctails… and then went off to Whisky Mist and after that Boujis. Haven’t been there in a while so I was pleasantly surprised.
Also, after we’d been there for like 3omin, I look at this girls sitting next to me who looks very familiar. And then the DJ starts playing her song… and it was acutally Eve, the rnb singer, who was having a night out with her friends haha. So my friends who apparently knows her (and brought her there that evening) introduced us and she was so nice I must say!
No, luckily I’m not very starstruck. That would have been embarrassing.
Had a very long and needed day with Kaka. We’ve done it all; went do model agencies, ate cheese, drank wine, watched the hangover, ate scones…
Unfortunately she had to leave me now since she has to get up at 8 tomorrow, but my nights doesn’t end just because of that. Time to get ready and go out and meet up Maria .
Speak to you laterrrrrr.
So I did manage to get out from the house and visit my beloved Kaka after she finished work for some dinner and gossip. Well needed.
Starting to feel the great autumn depression entering so I need to keep myself busy so I don’t get into the selfpity/eating chocolate/or whatever people might do when they’re not happy. I don’t understand why it happens, is it because of the cold? Darkness? It just that day by day it just gets worse and worse. If it continues like this I’ll be listening to Coldplay and crying soon, and we aint want that.
Anyway, hopefully tomorrow will be better. Meeting Kaka so it can only turn out in one way – good.
Nighty.

It is acutullay Monday. Still in my bed, haven’t showered but not bored. Made two firealarms go because I forgot about my lunch that was cooking. Way to go, Evija! Luckily no one died. Just my hearing and brain cells when I tried to make the alarm stop.
Let’s see what else this day may bring. Perhaps I’ll step out from the house? Who knows!

Can’t belive I’m off?! Getting up at 5.55am every morning for like 6 days can’t be healthy?
Today I’m planning to do nothing! I have someone who coming to see my flat, as you may know I am trying to rent it out while I’m in Sydney. Not very economical to pay rent at the same time as you have a 2 month long vacation?
By the way, I was reading my horoscope yesterday at work and couldn’t belive how much it matched me.
“They believe in people, are deeply hurt by compassionless human behavior, and have a hard time saying no. Harsh realities are avoided either through escapist behavior or self-delusion; but every now and again reality does raise its ugly head, and hits Pisces over the head. This is a sad time indeed. Pisces retreats into their own world, self-pitying and giving pep talks to themselves (“I will never trust again!”).”
HAHAHA, it just too true.
Anyway, time to cosy it up with some tea, Tattler and R.E.M. Yes, I like to think I live in a perfect, flyffy world…

….NOT.
Hmmmmm….
It’s interesting, you know feelings. Like all of a sudden you get this feeling and it can change everything. It’s just so strange because feelings are abstract. Or I think they are.
And the worst things is that you can’t ignore them. And it’s freaking me out.
Off for 4 days know. Woho, tomorrow I’m planning to go to a cafe and sit there for hours.
Xoxo,
Off girl

